I'm moving, y'all! Started looking into tumblr and fell in love with its simplicity, looks and ease of use. Everything that was on dichotomous has been transferred over there, and I will no longer post here. Some other joker who doesn't ever post has the dichotomous address, so I've matured and moved on to dichotomom.tumblr.com. :) Go there from now on. Please. Probably more photos from here on out, cause Lord knows I have no time to really write more than two sentences at a time anymore. Although ... with such a neat new interface, who knows? Maybe I'll be inspired. :)
Peace my people. xoxo
3.21.2012
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3.07.2012
Apologies
To my two readers (I love you Kat and Bethyboo!) I apologize for the blogging inactivity. I had been doing pretty well there for a while, too! :) I'll get back to posting again soon, I promise.
For now, though, I feel like I've gone into a suspended state of hybernation, I think. I don't know if it's the winter, or just where I am in my life, but I'm finding myself deeply introspective lately, with no real desire to reach out and communicate and/or share what's going on in my head. I really just want to curl up in a blanket, stare outside and think; think about my purpose on this planet, the challenges I've been through and how to put that experience to good use. I'm done figuring out all the whys.
Part of my introspection, really an effort to gain control of my life and consciousness, was a 2 week master cleanse. I spent a good deal of that time in bed. My usual night owl nature morphed into being in bed by 6 and often asleep by 7. My emotions were on a roller coaster the first week and there were days when I was starving and dreamt about food. But, I was committed to follow through, and I'm proud to say I did. I proved to myself that I can control my thoughts and actions, while over the past two years I've felt like they've controlled me. I think I tamed my beast a little bit, and for that I'm grateful. It wasn't about losing weight; I'm quite fine with the bod. It may not be perfect, but it's definitely uniquely mine, and I do my best to treat it well so it will adequately carry my soul through this lifetime. In the end, it was about proving to myself that I had fortitude, because over the past couple of years of frustration and confusion, fortitude felt like a foreign concept.
Cleanse is complete, but I'm still a little in hermit mode, though I'm popping out every now and then to see the hustle and bustle of real life around me. And of course work is always here to remind me that I can't bury myself in deep thought for very long. I do have ideas for posts and hope to get to those soon. Until then, spread the love, my friends.
, peace and love
For now, though, I feel like I've gone into a suspended state of hybernation, I think. I don't know if it's the winter, or just where I am in my life, but I'm finding myself deeply introspective lately, with no real desire to reach out and communicate and/or share what's going on in my head. I really just want to curl up in a blanket, stare outside and think; think about my purpose on this planet, the challenges I've been through and how to put that experience to good use. I'm done figuring out all the whys.
Part of my introspection, really an effort to gain control of my life and consciousness, was a 2 week master cleanse. I spent a good deal of that time in bed. My usual night owl nature morphed into being in bed by 6 and often asleep by 7. My emotions were on a roller coaster the first week and there were days when I was starving and dreamt about food. But, I was committed to follow through, and I'm proud to say I did. I proved to myself that I can control my thoughts and actions, while over the past two years I've felt like they've controlled me. I think I tamed my beast a little bit, and for that I'm grateful. It wasn't about losing weight; I'm quite fine with the bod. It may not be perfect, but it's definitely uniquely mine, and I do my best to treat it well so it will adequately carry my soul through this lifetime. In the end, it was about proving to myself that I had fortitude, because over the past couple of years of frustration and confusion, fortitude felt like a foreign concept.
Cleanse is complete, but I'm still a little in hermit mode, though I'm popping out every now and then to see the hustle and bustle of real life around me. And of course work is always here to remind me that I can't bury myself in deep thought for very long. I do have ideas for posts and hope to get to those soon. Until then, spread the love, my friends.
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