You know when you have one of those days ... the days that pull everthing worth anything out of you, make you feel like you're nothing but paper thin skin wrapped around something that people refer to as "you"? You're on autopilot. You're doing your best to breathe, to stay afloat, to make people you see think that you are still that "you" they associate with the figure you see reflected in the mirror day in, day out. Then, while ticking off the myriad things you have to do that day, you hear a song. A song that makes your heart beat again. A song that can make you or can break you. A song that takes you back to a place of such immense pain, and immense passion at the same time, you don't know whether you're going to start breathing again or crumple to a heap on the ground and just give up. I know how you feel.